“Why do you still have that?” our 4 year old niece asked pointing to Penny’s pink collar on the end table. “To always remember her by” I answered. “What was her name again?” she asked.
“Penny.”
Instantly there was a spark in her eye all children get when they remember something, and a smile full of memories lit up her face as she exclaimed “Penny!”
We did not know much about Penny’s passed before we got her. The rescue was able to tell us that she was confiscated from her home with three other Cane Corsos. One of her siblings had been put down, one had just been rescued, and the fate of the third was unknown. She did not have a name when the rescue got her, so they named her Penelope. She was somewhat familiar with the name, so we did not want to change it completely, but the picture of my husband yelling “Penelope” across the yard was too hilarious. “What about Penny?” I asked on the ride home from the rescue. It was a shortened version of her name and her beautiful fawn coat had a copper tint to it. Penny it was.
Penny was loved by everyone that met her. She had a timid personality at first, but quickly warmed up to people. She was excellent with other dogs, and made a best friend in my brother and Kalyn’s dog, Scooby. Their reunions could’ve been out of a movie, the way they’d run at each other in complete joy and delight as if they hadn’t seen each other for 50 years. The rescue did not misspeak when they said she loved to be petted either. You could pet her for the entire length of a movie and if you stopped, she would quickly be nudging your arm with her head to continue.
Not only did she love to be lazy, she also loved to exercise. We often took her to parks or open fields to just walk around and explore. When she stayed with our nieces, she slept by their bed the entire night, just like she did at our home. It amazes me how such a short period of time with someone or something can have such a profound impact on your life. We only had Penny for 4 months before she passed away, but the memories we made with her will last for a lifetime.
It is difficult when I reflect on Penny to keep my mind from going directly to that dreadful day in July when we found her unable to move in our home. Penny had a genetic condition called intervertebral disc disease, a term we’d never heard until that night at the Purdue Animal Clinic. The disease can either show itself through symptoms slowly over time, or present suddenly in a dramatic fashion. Penny’s was the latter. The deteriorating disc in her back ruptured without notice, damaging her spinal cord and causing her to lose several functions, including her ability to walk. She was in so much pain; it took us two hours to get her into the vehicle and to the clinic. Once there, they informed us of her disease and the severity of her injuries. We said goodbye to her that night.
The shock of losing her so suddenly did not just affect us, but our family and friends as well. We were showered with sympathy cards, visitors, phone calls, tears, and laughter. I do not feel this reaction was a reflection of us or what type of caretakers we were at all, but the type of dog she was. My mother in law helped put the entire situation into perspective best for me. Penny’s fate was sealed since she was born with her genetic condition. However, she got to spend her last few months, not in a cage at a rescue or animal shelter, but in a home filled with laughter, warmth, and love. She got to experience family, good meals, children’s laughter, hugs and kisses every day, and had a warm bed to curl up in every night.
As hard as it was losing Penny, it is because of her that we adopted Pacino. Rescuing again was not about replacing Penny, but helping other Cane Corsos that were in her same situation, misunderstood, mistreated, and abandoned, and giving them a loving home with owners that have the patience to teach them, understand their breed and personalities, and won’t abandoned them at the first sign of “behavioral issues”. So now we've started a new journey, with a extra large, fun loving, sweet, and stubborn boy named Pacino, and we will always hold a special place in our hearts for our Penny Girl.
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Penny with our niece Kami |
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Penny taking a break at the park |
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Penny Girl |